Rendering Evil

I will NOT render evil for evil, it makes no sense.
What are we really left with when someone does us wrong and we turn right around and do the same thing?

People will fight you all the days of your life but its up to you to decide if you going to accept defeat by rendering evil or keep on fighting by praying about the situation and for the individual(s).

I've had my fair she of trials with people who will stop at nothing but to hurt me over and over again, but when I look at them, I feel so sorry for them because the only reason they are trying their best to bring me down is because they are so empty and bitter inside.

They find joy in making others unhappy and spreading lies and constantly sabotaging you.

I will NOT render evil for evil, it's a waste of MY strength and My happiness.

Instead I will rise up EVERY single day and pray for these vindictive elements that walk this earth. I will pray for EVERY single snake that tries so hard to slip into my home and make me unhappy. I Will not be move by you Conniving ELEMENTS!

Not today! Not Tomorrow! NOT EVER!

Sabalical Love

Look at us today... who would have thought that from the first day you told me you were in love with me we would be married and still so in love today?

We've been through a lot babes heartache and pain, fights and many arguments until we came to a settlement, we are in love and none of these things would ever faze us to the point that we call it 'Quits'.
The love that we share goes way back, from the moment I saw you, to the day we started talking, to the day we became boyfriend and girlfriend, to the day we said "I do". The Happiest day of my life!!

 I truly do love you boo. Going to bed practically giggling at nights after having a good joke about something you said or did, to waking up smiling and thanking the good Lord that I have you by my side. You really do get on my nerves sometimes and I do the same, but when it all boils down boo....Love Conquers all!

You keep me smiling inside out because you always know what to do to keep this woman in your life...Your Wife, happy. I promise you that as long as I live I am going to keep you the happiest man alive because you deserve that and more.


Some people search a lifetime for love and on that journey searching for love you find speed bumps....don't give up because of the many challenges along the way. Always keep the faith and PATIENCE along with PRAYER these things will always see you through....

February 14th is a day of love some people say....and they use that time to spend it with their loved ones, but I urge persons to be spontaneous...don't wait until Valentines to spread love to that special someone...Do it all the time it doesn't have to cost anything...it always the thought that counts!

Krissy

xoxox Kensly Deane I love you!!

Expression Tarnished

Woke in the weirdest of moods today.

words cannot express how I feel at this point, but if you cut me I'm not sure a single drop of blood will hit the floor. It's like a build up of anger which I will not let talk over me mind body or soul. But  for now it stains my heart and no matter how much and try to wash it off a speck still lingers.

Constantly taunting me!

The anger is like great mountains crumbling into the deep blue sea, and as they fall the explosion it makes causes a heavy earthquake around the earth's surface. That type of anger, no one should ever allow to take them over. But we all have feeling don't we? feelings that no matter how hard we try to explain it to others not a single soul gets it. Yes those are the feelings I speak of.

Resentment!

I never wanted to resent a single soul in my life, but when people push you to that point, things can get extremely dangerous. You try your best to let people see how bad they are affecting you,  but if they can't see that for them self....who are you to make them see that?

I've reached the point in my life where I have little to say and watch the way things go.....because the more you say...the more you are the WORST person in the world.

On my report card throughout my primary school life it's been; Conduct: TALKATIVE.

Well no more will this continue cause when you are a child you see things as being all good, but when you're an adult you see things completely different.

So from now on........

Kristin...? Kristin? Is Kristin here......

She will be SEEN not HEARD!

Hypocritical Controversy

There are many things in life I can not and will never be able to tolerate.

From liars to cheater, to fakes and hypocritical people...but one thing that totally grinds my gears is the way people treat others. I mean does it really hurt to be nice to someone? I'm sure it take a lot more energy to be a total BITCH than to actually be nice to people.

Let's talk bout those mean people who walk around playing all holier than everybody else, but everyday all day long they treat others like shit. Abuse their power and use it to undermine others who are totally innocent and have NEVER EVER did them wrong. They tell lies on you just to get ahead, they lick boots to get to the top and even KISS ASSES! Are these people really content when the put their head on their pillow at night to sleep....cant they really sleep at night with all that BITTERNESS and WICKED in their heart?

I doubt that though...but some people have a heart boy.

Then there are the people who talk up to you on a daily basis and make things look like all is well with you and them, when we know for a fact that is definitely not the case. These PRETENTIOUS BITCHES that walk this earth and think people don't see their true colours.....Trust me...People see you guys all the time,they just refuse to say a damn thing to you cause it won't make a damn difference to you anyway!!

Then their are those who feel they can talk to you any old how and get away with it. YES you know those people who take all their anger and frustration out on the people who actually care for them the most. You know those people they say what ever they want to and don't give a shit if it hurts the other person. These people need to suck it up and get with the damn program cause that shit is not going to get you any damn way.
Then there are those who can't deal with the fact that someone cares so damn much about them and only want the best for them so they try to give them constructive criticism....but the rather hear it from people who don't give a RAT'S ASS about what they doing. You guys should learn to take criticism from home before you try to take it elsewhere cause these are the people who are REAL to you.

I've had to deal with all these people in my lifetime and still deal with them mostly because I have to, but what hurts the most is when you talk to these people about their attitude or try to make a change somebody seems to wants to see change so you stuck in that little circle until you and leave it or change it.

People need to MAN UP to their flaws. Accept them for what they are and try to change them, cause if you don't change it, no one can!

I'm getting too OLD and TIRED for all this SHIT!

Let's do something better for 2013!!

B Gen-New-Win

People should learn to be a bit more genuine in society or at least try to, you know it's not that very hard to do?
Maybe its hard for some people, but it is an attitude which can be changed if one wants to.

Being real about a situation, it will definitely be so much better if people be more genuine the....y? the  WORLD will be a better place.

Ever wonder why some persons working in the same place can never get along at times it because most of the times some one does not work genuinely. I believe that if persons attempt to be more genuine team work meshes together and more work gets done.

A workplace which carries fake persons and negative energy brings little or no work.

So here's the trick try being a little more GENUINE today and you will see how much the people around you change.....because GENUINE attracts GENUINE!

2012 Change

It's not what you've done in your past that really matters,
It's what you do in the future to change that.

Often times people let whatever bad they have done in their past affect their future and their drive to Progress.


I've done some things in my past that some people may call "regrets" or "mistakes"....I call them "Lessons Learnt".

They are lessons learnt because they have made me a more mature and inspiring individual.
The Trick is not to sit and murmur on what could have been or what should have been, but to reflect on what will be if I let it happen.


In my life I have been not stepped on but trampled on, talked about and ridiculed just because I wanted to become the best person I could be. There are always going to be these types of people surrounding you...trying to suck the life out of your purpose in life.


As I move forward on the pursuit to happiness, I urge everyone to do the same forget about the past and move on to you bright future in 2012 and beyond.


Change will Grace me for 2012 and its a change I'm ready to embrace......2012 Change<3 


Kristin 

Taking a Chance

I'm taking a Chance...on a path in the right Direction.
Putting aside all childish ways and attitudes aside to earn a greater satisfaction.
I know what I'm bout and I've faced many challenges but still..I'm taking a chance to form a brighter day.

You may say I'm young, you may say I'm not ready...but who are you to judge?
You don't know my capabilities.....I've faced many changes in this life...

So now I'm ready to take that chance.

You may say it's just a phase I'm going through, well I'll tell you this...it's a Phase of a lifetime, cause this will never change.

So don't discourage me, SUPPORT ME!

Cause in this life you have to take chances and today I've Decided to take that chance.