Expression Tarnished

Woke in the weirdest of moods today.

words cannot express how I feel at this point, but if you cut me I'm not sure a single drop of blood will hit the floor. It's like a build up of anger which I will not let talk over me mind body or soul. But  for now it stains my heart and no matter how much and try to wash it off a speck still lingers.

Constantly taunting me!

The anger is like great mountains crumbling into the deep blue sea, and as they fall the explosion it makes causes a heavy earthquake around the earth's surface. That type of anger, no one should ever allow to take them over. But we all have feeling don't we? feelings that no matter how hard we try to explain it to others not a single soul gets it. Yes those are the feelings I speak of.

Resentment!

I never wanted to resent a single soul in my life, but when people push you to that point, things can get extremely dangerous. You try your best to let people see how bad they are affecting you,  but if they can't see that for them self....who are you to make them see that?

I've reached the point in my life where I have little to say and watch the way things go.....because the more you say...the more you are the WORST person in the world.

On my report card throughout my primary school life it's been; Conduct: TALKATIVE.

Well no more will this continue cause when you are a child you see things as being all good, but when you're an adult you see things completely different.

So from now on........

Kristin...? Kristin? Is Kristin here......

She will be SEEN not HEARD!

Hypocritical Controversy

There are many things in life I can not and will never be able to tolerate.

From liars to cheater, to fakes and hypocritical people...but one thing that totally grinds my gears is the way people treat others. I mean does it really hurt to be nice to someone? I'm sure it take a lot more energy to be a total BITCH than to actually be nice to people.

Let's talk bout those mean people who walk around playing all holier than everybody else, but everyday all day long they treat others like shit. Abuse their power and use it to undermine others who are totally innocent and have NEVER EVER did them wrong. They tell lies on you just to get ahead, they lick boots to get to the top and even KISS ASSES! Are these people really content when the put their head on their pillow at night to sleep....cant they really sleep at night with all that BITTERNESS and WICKED in their heart?

I doubt that though...but some people have a heart boy.

Then there are the people who talk up to you on a daily basis and make things look like all is well with you and them, when we know for a fact that is definitely not the case. These PRETENTIOUS BITCHES that walk this earth and think people don't see their true colours.....Trust me...People see you guys all the time,they just refuse to say a damn thing to you cause it won't make a damn difference to you anyway!!

Then their are those who feel they can talk to you any old how and get away with it. YES you know those people who take all their anger and frustration out on the people who actually care for them the most. You know those people they say what ever they want to and don't give a shit if it hurts the other person. These people need to suck it up and get with the damn program cause that shit is not going to get you any damn way.
Then there are those who can't deal with the fact that someone cares so damn much about them and only want the best for them so they try to give them constructive criticism....but the rather hear it from people who don't give a RAT'S ASS about what they doing. You guys should learn to take criticism from home before you try to take it elsewhere cause these are the people who are REAL to you.

I've had to deal with all these people in my lifetime and still deal with them mostly because I have to, but what hurts the most is when you talk to these people about their attitude or try to make a change somebody seems to wants to see change so you stuck in that little circle until you and leave it or change it.

People need to MAN UP to their flaws. Accept them for what they are and try to change them, cause if you don't change it, no one can!

I'm getting too OLD and TIRED for all this SHIT!

Let's do something better for 2013!!